False Evidence Appearing Real
J and I heard that "fear" thing the day we found out. And today it made REAL sense. I woke up at 5am and just HAD to test again, and then I picked at everything about the test... it's not darker than the one I took two days ago, it's not as dark as the one I took two days ago... just over thinking. This lasted for a while and then I asked God to take these thoughts from my mind. After I asked that of Him I started feeling better. And before I went to work the Dr's office called and told me that yes the blood work is positive, and to come in early wednesday morning. My mom will be taking me. I am glad it is just for blood work since I want J with me for the ultrasound.
At work I just wanted to tell everyone! And I did my best to not lift the todds as often. I let my boss's know that I might be a little late wednesday morning, and I just wanted to tell them why since I am so excited. When I was asked what I did this weekend I had to hold back from saying "I took a pregnancy test and it was positive!!" But if anyone were to question if I was pregnant I will tell them the truth. I felt so wrong denying the fact that I was pregnant to friends and co workers with the last pregnancy.
After getting off work I noticed that my legs felt like they had growing pains. Could be from body getting prepared to grow, and/or could be because I need more calcium. Luckily I have been wanting OJ all day, and normally I can only have half a glass. And now I feel like I could chug it down!
I am excited to keep moving forward with this pregnancy.
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