Aghh

So many chances we could tell people! It's driving me nuts not talking about it freely with our families. But soon we will! The next 5-7 weeks better go quick! In the meantime we have been getting the baby room painted and thinking of ideas to tell people.
Yesterday we painted the room a light grey. WE LOVE IT! It's what I imagined doing, and J is happy with it, he can't stop smiling. I just want to cry, tears of joy though!
Let's see... in the past week I had so many moments that I just wanted to burst out that we are pregnant. When we first found out it was a tuesday, July 24. (Charlie's 3rd birthday)
I knew going to bed monday night that I was going to test in the morning since my monthly friend was a day late. I woke up EVERY hour that night! I swear I woke up at 11:45pm and almost got out of bed to test. Then by 3;00am I had enough, I thought to myself I might as well test and get the negative and go to bed. I tested. saw no line after 2 minutes (the wait time is 3) and after another minute and a few cries to God I walked back to look at the test and saw such a faint line and I started shaking. I rushed right away to open the box of digital tests. Once I got them open I tested and waited watching the screen showing a little sand timer thing for like 3 minutes... waiting ... waiting... waiting... PREGNANT!! I fell to the floor shaking and crying, thanking God!
So J was at work and I had to wait for him to come home by 7:30am. That wait took FOREVER, and I kept calling him to see where he was at. When he got home I had a piece of paper that said "Hi daddy! I can't wait to meet you!" with the digital test. He just kept telling me to shut up.
I went to work that day just wanting to tell EVERYONE! I even mentioned to a mom that my brain is turning into mush and she said "Maybe you are pregnant!" I just laughed it off knowing we actually are. So at work right now I am talking about things like we are still trying for baby. And with my family there has been moments where I say no to something like drinking wine or playing soccer and I feel like they either think I'm weird or they know! Can't wait to tell our friends and family, I am usually such a bad liar but I think I am getting the hang of it! Let's see if I make it to september.